Its not the way it seems to be
It always eventually comes down on me
Descends more like a responsibility
Like an unearthed philosophy
Do you even know what its like walking in my shoes?
Or do you always think that I let it all too loose?
You’re unmindful of my frame of mind
I don’t expect you to understand, at least be kind!
Why don’t you sneak a peak into my mind?
Tell me exactly what you find!
Something all wired up wrong inside
Does that make you feel I never tried?
I have battles within me, things no one knows
I may smile up front, I’m not the one who shows
You see me smile, I’ve seen the tears
You’ve seen the goals, I’ve known the fears!
I’m not a machine, Please understand!
I can’t weave gold out of mere strands.
You make me feel I’m imperfect for life
My confidence shatters with a nose-dive
I’m human, let me be as I’ve been.
My attempts and efforts will never be seen!
WILL YOU EVER TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME?
MATTER OF FACT-YOU’LL ALWAYS JUST LET IT BE!